a lazy hangover
covered in a deaf bell
sucking in restless motion
giving is too hard
my mind is pretty filled up
messy place of worries
my selfrelated barriers
maintain my conditions
release me, out of it
release me, speak to me
fill vacuum with words and love
Am I supposed to struggle?
Am I supposed to wait for a free ride?
Am I supposed to struggle?
Am I supposed to suffer from you?
Is that really the aim
in living with you?
You are so rude to me
although you have your reasons
you can´t rely on someone/anyone
show me that I´m worthy
You won´t release me
just in case I´ll do it
You won´t untune my chords
and control my mood
release me, out of it
release me, speak to me
fill vacuum with words and love
Am I supposed to struggle?
Am I supposed to wait for a free ride?
Am I supposed to struggle?
Am I supposed to suffer from you?
Is that really the aim
in living with you?
Brendan Eder Ensemble's latest is minimalist jazz concept record that mixes elements of 60s exotica and avant-garde composition. Bandcamp New & Notable Jul 15, 2021